23 May 2008


EVERYONE!! today is like one of the most important day in my life. tha day my result were announced. and im happily and proudly wanna tell everybody that i'd actually pass my professional exam. its mean that i can now proceed my study to the 4th year. im so happy. too happy to describe it in words. oh my god. Thank You ALLAH. for the bless!
to my study partner aka my rakan gelak tawa nangis dan bergossip. thank for helping me yg agak bangang ni. to Dr sya n Dr nodi. i know we can do it.
to Dr Zakuan n Dr Tengku Muzaffar. thank a lot for helping me during my clinical time. i really appreciate u guys. if i were given money for this exam im sure that im willing to share them with u. but i know and will always remember that it can never be paid by money. thanx doc
to my dearest sis Angah sayang. thanx sbb always support kak. thanx sbb tolong beli makanan. thanx angah. kakak sayang angah.
to all my coursemate. congratulation!! we've made it to 4th year. all of us do. see u guys in 4th year. hopefully we'll stay n graduate together. insyaallah!
to those who dont actually make it. i know i wont understand your feeling. but please dont give up. if u think u can than u can (kata-kata prof ravi to my sis)
and to mama and abah and all my family. thanx sbb doakan kakak.
to my sayang. thanx for giving me strength when i was down. for being the shoulder for me to cry.
everyone who i hadnt mention their name but is involved in my life. THANK U!!!

22 May 2008


what is the matter with my exam?! a lots of friend don't actually understand how it is handle. even though i'd explain to them many time. some of my friend still cannot understand how complicated my exam is. meybe some of u have been taking exams just the way that i do. and already understand. but my post today is for those wo didnt really understand
MEQ or modified essay question
this i the paper where all questions are put in one envelope.
u can only takes out one paper at one time. or basically one subquestions.
usually one case will have around4 to 5 sub questions.
u can only take out one subquestion and answer them correctly.
each small questions is to lead u to diagnose the patient's disease.
so u wont know the disease until the last paper u take out.
after finish answering one small question the answer sheet is inserted into another envelope.
then only u can take out the next paper which contain another small question regarding the case.
well. to be more thrill the answer for the question u just inserted into the envelope will be written on top of the sheet of the new questions that u had took out.
if u just answer the previous one correctly, u'll feel ok. but if u were to answer wrongly u'll feel damn frustrated. the common words in my mind is "kenapa la tak terlintas pon benda ni td. i know this!! damn"
MCQ or i dont know.hehe!!
this is the best one.
there are 75 questions with 5 small questions.
so overall there is 375 questions to be answer in 2 and a half hour.
the answer is simple. u should answer TRUE or FALSE.
simple right?!
but the thing is if u were to answer one question incorrectly. 0.5 marks will be deducted from your total mark. for each answer that is wrong minus 0.5
for corraect answer only 1 mark is given.
so u are not encourage to guess.
but for me i 'tembak' a lot.hehe..
use your instincts.

OSCE or something to do with clinical la

there around 21 stations. u'll be placed in the station according to your name.then the bell will ring. that means u can start answering your question for that station.after 5 minutes. the bell will ring again. showing that u have to move to the next station.u have to place your answer sheet in the box provided at that station before moving to answer the questions on the next station.this cycle will go on until u'd finished all 21 stations.pictures, speciment, or anything will be placed at the station and u only have 5 minutes to thing to garu kepala or anything.

u will have to clerk one patient.
his history. u will not know the patient's diagnosis.
so u have to clerk precisely to actually know the disease
then u will ask to perform physical examination on that patient.
and lastly (my favourite!! uwek!!) discussion dgn doctor.
its suck because u have to face 3 doctors like your having some kind of interview. then they'll ask u questions. regarding the case, the patient or anything under the sun.
tjis is the time where most of my friends including me will suddenly have tought block.
it suck when u know the answer but u cant produce them verbally.
so all of the mark for this exam will be accumulated.
then u'll know your nasib.
wether u'll procede to the next sem.
or u have to stay another year and take the same exams. with different questions of course!!
can u see why im scared of exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


sayang kamu

window shopping

picnic time

happy birthday sayang

on the ferry to penang. i dah lama tak naik ferry. romantika kah?! haha!!

Actually my dearest's sayang birthday is last month. but due to the busyness of study week i dont really have time to actually post this. well. he's 29 this year. the first time we ever celebrate a birthday together. and we will celebrate em again and again. InsyaAllah! there's nothing special about the day except that the time that we'd spend together which is so precious. as i get to see him only once a month. the rest of the time we are only connected through the phone.
we picnic at batu feringgi, penang, its a nice place. but sadly and frankly to say the sea there is not so pretty and clean anymore. but it's not that bad.
happy birthday sayang!

04 May 2008


coklet cair kerna blk yg terlalu panas. terpaksa makan dgn camca.

aktiviti sehat ketika exam. bermain game yg x berkesudahan.

notes. 13 blocks to study. sapa ada soklan bocor?!

megi yg dimasak oleh chef pandai masak..noorole..hehe..megi kari yg dah bertukar jadi megi goreng


usm sangat chantek. macam dkt oversea x?! hehe. sgt la perasaan. these are pictures taken at the place where i study with my study mate every evening. it looks calming right. if only malaysia's weather is a lil bit cool than it is now. then this place would be perfect fo everything. even for picnic. anyway, u should know that USM is a university dalam taman. it has lovely compound and is calming. despite the insects tha keep crawling and bitting us and damaging our skins with scars, it is very green. i love usm. but i cant wait to graduate from here in another 2 years of time. insyaAllah.