Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

18 March 2009

PLAIN

i'm stuck with 2 exam next week. one oral pathology and the other one is medical exam. a suprised exam for us. they never told us till one week before it. how am i supposed to study and remember things in one week? the issue here is that, we finished our medical posting like 3months ago, of cause all the things we'd learned are already rotten inside this head. 
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my forth year almost come to its end. i'll be having my final forth year exam in early May. i haven't found any patient suitable to be my patient during exam. anyone out there want RM50? come be my patient!! u'll be given RM 50 and free filling treatment. but u MUST have carious tooth and are brave enough to bare with the stress and tension of exam. huhu. please! anyone?!
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i have several case presentation to be done. but i haven't found any interesting case to be discuss with my friends. some of the case are interesting but i forgot to take the picture of  pre- and post treatment. silly me! now i feel so miserable. i hate doing thing at last minute of time but it seems like i'm doing it right now! huhu. anyone with extra tooth? i need u to be my patient for oral patho case presentation.
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my requirement is still at unsatisfactory level. i haven't issued any denture. havent done any root planning. only manage to extract 12 teeth from 15 that should be. only had 3 pedo patient. i'm so slow. so slow. slow slow.
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i feels so miserable right now. but i still manage to smile, blogging and watch tv. i hate myself for being like this.
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i wanna graduate fast. i don't like it staying here. it'd been 4 years already. one more year, and i'll leave this place. insyaAllah. i admit it that i made great and interesting friends here. but somehow sometime i just don't feel belong here. huhu. 
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friends, can u please pray that i'll graduate on time, safe and sound!
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how i wish i am home right now, cuddling beside my Sayang.
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17 March 2009

RINDU SI BUDAK BOTAK

yup! my husband kembali bertukar menjadi botak. huhu. dah macam bdk metor (bahasa kelantan yg bermaksud ganas. if tak silap la. hehe. wan betulkan!!) dah. anyway, saya sangat rindukan suami saya. huhu. how i wish i'm home right now! 
i used to hear people saying that u'll become fat after marriage. now i see my Sayang building up extra muscle at unapprpriate places. hehe. but i still love u dear. jgn sakit sudeh!

03 February 2009

MY WEDDING

so this is the wedding post. i know lotsa people had been waiting for this post. eheh. so my journey start on 22 Jan 09 where me, Angah, Sya n Nody went back to SP by bus.
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FRIDAY
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it was a very busy day. most of my family member were given tasked to be fulfilled. there were bags to be filled with gifts for the guest. lotsa gifts, from bunga telur to labu sayong exclusively made in Kuala Kangsar. this was the same day where i got to try my wedding dresses for the first time. the day where the tents were build. hari yang sunggoh sibok. 
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 bags with gifts for guests
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 pembantu-pembantu penting acara ini
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 one of the hantaran. hasil usaha gigih aunty teh ku sayang. thanx aunty! ur so creative. utk tempahan sila la ke blog beliau.
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on the same day i was supposed to be wearing heynna. i planned to do it at a shop recommended by my friend thivya. but u know, old folks like my gramma they believe that the original heynna are better than those in tubes. so she already asked one old lady nearby to 'giling' the inai for me. unfortunately the old lady forgot to do it. so me and gramma pegi cari inai and on that evening my aunties help me to placed it around my fingers. i waited for almost 2 hours. but when i removed them.the inai were orange in color instead of red!!!!!!!!!!!!
that made me sad. luckily my aunty cik and cik willing to take me to a stall in Village Mall. that person did the heynna on both of my hands and feet for rm70 and he did it without using any references. he just looked at your hands and started drawing em. basically, in my case he need more effort because he need to repair my orange fingers. thanx abg ariff for sacrificing your time. i spend 3 hours in Village Mall. sampai tempat tu tutop la!!
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so this is what i had.
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ayu pon ikot nak buat heynna.
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SATURDAY 24/01/09 - SUNGAI PETANI

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so this is the DAY i'd been waited all my life. i woke up early. went to the SP Plaza for make up. i took the package at Rynn's Avenue, 1st floor at SP Plaza. Kak as was the one who'll make me look pretty. i'd chose green for my akad dress. previously, when people asked me how do i feel. i'll said that i didn't really feel anything. i'm gonna get married to someone that i know. so i didn't really feels any anxiety. until that morning, i can feel a really huge butterfly crawling in my tummy. i was so nervous. it's the same feeling as if ur about to seat for exams but much more worse. nasib ada kak as. she said that i'm not the one who's supposed to feel nervous because my Sayang is the one whoe need to do everything. all i need to do it is to be there at the mosque and look pretty.
 kak as doing some magical final touch to my face. look at my anxious face. hideous!
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me practicing how to smile perfectly!
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 AT THE MOSQUE
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me arrived arround 10am. everybody was there already. Sayang was there too. i'm so nervous. i forgot how to smile until my aunty asked me too. thanx aunty teh. kalau tak smua gambaq kakak 'cun' sgt. hehe.
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me waiting for the imam 
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ouch! i'm so nervous at this moment 
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Sayang listening to the imam's adviced on being a good husband
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akad! saat diri ini bertukar milik!
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dgn 2 lafaz, saya telah sah menjadi isteri kepada ahmad fairuz bin othman. till death do us part dear. insyaAllah.
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 alhamdulillah!! everything went smoothly!

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we need to sign some documents
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salam pertama dr ku buat suami ku terchenta
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the Ring! and paparazzi yg ramai. paksa kami post. nasib pak aji tak bg lama2. kalau tak jenoh jugak nih!

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 cousinku hana, hani; aunty teh and kak teh.
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on the way back to my house to snap some pix before off to the shop again. change to second dress. i think the heynna was perfect. don't u?
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taking picture in the bilik pengantin. tema bilik pengantin ialah coklet. i'd told some of my friends that the theme for my wedding is colourful. but they didn't believe me.
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SATURDAY-AT HOME
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the pelamin. purple in color, suite my purple songket.
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the best friends that were there at my reception. i love u girls so much. thanx for being there to share my big day
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makan beradab. i didn't eat much. bukan malu. hm. malu la jugak. sbb ramai sgt ambik gambar time tu. n i know how bad i looked during eating. so i controlled myself. this is like a class picture.
from left: munirah (i haven't seen her since standard 6), nab (sama kelas dari darjah 1 sampai form 5, sama matrik pon, berpisah uni saja), yin (i'd known her since standard 1, and she sat behind me in form 3,4 and 5), jane (i think ur getting slimmer everytime i see u), jenna (best buddy u'd left me for aussie, i owe u laksa), lyd (yg semakin kurus n slim, secreto??), mazy, kelly (sahabat hingga akhir hayat ye?), thivy (we share lotsa secret), sue ann (so sad that i won't be receiving any angpow from your mama now), fat (yg semakin stylish merlish), dayna (gadis tertinggi pernah ku kenal besides my Angah)
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adegan suap-menyuap yg tidak mungkin memualkan org yg melihat
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MONDAY 26/01/09-PENDANG
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this is the day where i'll be introduced to my Sayang's family. i'll be wearing biru fairuz on this day, my Sayang chose this color because. u know why rite?!
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pemegang hantaran. first time for most of them. nasib takdak yg terbalik! hehe.
in this pic kak ngah, aunty, sya, and noddy and kelly at the back

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kantoi aku tgh tarik kain. 
my adviced is kalau buat wedding dekat umah tak payah cari yg meleret2 susah nak jaga. if ur gonna get married in a hall then it's better. ini nasihat my Sayang sebenaqnya. to be honest, i didnt really try the dress. i just went kedai kak as and pin point to 3 dresses that looks nice. i only try them one day before my wedding. luckily sumanya cantek
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the makan beradab. this time i ate sepuas-puasnya.
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my family

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cikgu becoming maktam. kerana dirimu diri ini ketemu jodohnya
thank mak tam for letting me know someone so sweet.
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all the best friends that i had. nab, watai, kelly, fathiah, sya n noddy! sayang kamu.

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biru fairuz!
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the sisters. waiting for theit turn! ehem ehem sapa dulu ek?
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 finally, diri ini telah menjadi yang halal buat mu
harapanku moga kita bersama selamanya
through thick and thin together
i love u Sayang
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19 January 2009

COUNTING DAYS

4 days til my wedding!
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so to everyone. i would like to repeat the information bout my wedding. because some of my friends had never been to any Malay's wedding.
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so i'll be going back home on thursday nite. after finishing my radiology exam.
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on friday nite there will be tahlil for family member's who had passed away. and also meeting on the wedding event
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the akad or solemnization will be on saturday, 24th January 09 at Masjid Muzaffar, Sg Petani around 10 am. insyaAllah.
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the wedding ceremony start at 12pm til 6pm. u can come at any time between this hour. if ur late, u can still come. maybe u can help to clean the house and the dishes. my family member will be wearing green on that day. im not sure what is the theme of my Sayang's side. my Sayang will arrived around 12 for the makan beradat ceremony. there will be pelamin, but my Sayang didn't agree on 'bersanding'. perhaps with can take pictures there.
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the ceremony on my Sayang's house will be held on 26th January 09. some of the family member will be wearing pink. but not all la. this is my sis idea. so suka hati dia ja! hehe
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all of these are only plan. but i hope everything will be running smoothly!! insyaAllah
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11 December 2008

HAPPY HARI QURBAN

last weekend was damn busy for me. i went home on Thursday night. then arrive home around 4 am. on friday i went out with my dearest sis. on Saturday i went for kursus kawen with Angah. so now both of us are allow to get married. but only after we had passed the HIV test. nak kawen pon susah. so many procedure to go through before we can get marry. actually i'm the only who wanna get marry. angah teman ja.
me and angah at the kursus kawen at Hassani (dapat royalty tak kalau i sebut nama Hassani Management kat sini??!) it's rm80 and dapat pen free. hehe
  
during the course. the ustaz was explaining something about marriage procedure in Kedah
  
angah and me having lunch at Oldtown. hmm. baju kurung in town. may be it's a normal thing for certain people but for us it was damn weird.
 
 this is me and Sayang. we were looking for the wedding ring and yes, Habib was having their year end sale at that time. 
 
the lovely miss from Habib. sian sibok layan kami yang banyak tanya. the picture was purposely blurred. it won't be special if i show it here. lucky me i got small fingers. if not then we will have to go to more shops. 
  
hari raya qurban was fun. everyone was there. semua org balik kampung. most of us wore green baju raya this time. this was me and arash yang super duper active. he was tired sbb main byk sangat. i was trying to upload video of him playing around but the wireless was too slow. i give up. u'll fell in love with him once u saw his act. if u noticed now that arash dah botak. ikot rambut abang fairuz ek? hmm. it's gonna be my last raya before i get married.
 
mama and arash sayang
  
the second day of raya our taman held a qurban. 4 ekor lembu sudah tumbang. i went to help on the preparation before cooking. this are the meat before being cooked.
 
angah and me 
kak teh and kak ngah pandai makan ja!

hani aka yong, my cousin. ayukah?


 
bihun sup tulang. damn sedap!!
selamat hari raya kurban. now im already back in the place known as Kelantan. back with busy life. back with clinic and stuffs. anyway. i'll be back for x-mas. not to celebrate. but to settle off lotsa things. and hoping to see my friends yg balik kampung time tu. i some how ur back just tell me. we'll arrange a small gath before i get married. hehe

17 November 2008

SEMI BALD. HUH?!

my Sayang old hairstyle
 
my Sayang's hairstyle now. kapla botak

08 November 2008

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAMA!

i should have posted this entry a couple of days a ago. but due to my busyness. i can only post it to day. mama birthday was 3 days ago, 5th November. mama aka Pn. Noor Zhalizah binti Hussain turns 48 on that day. sadly me and angah didn't go back to SP this weekend because angah had to masauk kampung for her cfcs programme. tp on that morning i already wished mama happy birthday. next week i'll be home and belanja mama k! love u mama. walaupun mama garang. tp i love u jgk. and i think i'm becoming more like u now.so below are the many faces of mama.
  
me and mama. sama tak?!
  
 mama and abah during hari raya
 
mama and abah dekat jam besar. makan time!
  
mama gn adik hezryn.
 
mama and adik arash sayang.
  
mama and tom and jerry yg suka gadoh. i think this pic was taken in terengganu.
  
pengikut mama in terengganu
  
mama and adik ayu sayang
  
mama in singapore. mama tak bawak me waktu tu. huhu.
  
mama and angah busuk. smile!
 
 mama and abah looking serious.
the thoughts of me getting married in 2 months time really touch me. it makes me cry though. mama and abah sungguh2 prepare for my wedding. and in islam, that will be the day where mama and abah had no more responsiblity on me. dah tak payah tanggung dosa kakak. hm. T.T
p/s:if u just know me, the'zha' from my name, fahizha, comes from mama's name zhalizah. while tha'fahi' comes from my appa, Encik Fahimi bin Ahmad