2009

new year feels the same for me. it doesn't make any changes at all. it's just another flip to a new calendar, a new diary to be filled and a new organizer to fill in with patient's appointment. last night was celebrated with dear TV and Angah. nothing much. i never appreciate new year. i never even celebrate it. but during previous new years, it's a MUST for me to make new year resolutions., but for this new year i only had one, hm... probably two. first of all I WANNA GRADUATE! i have enough of life here. i wanna finish my study and work and have my own money. i envy my friends who's already leaving their title as students.


however, 2009 did make a lots of impact in my life. my wedding!!! ngeee~ it's gonna hit one year soon. i'm married at 22 which i never ever imagine. well. u can only plan your life, and God is the one who fix everything. Sayang. i love u till the end!


some of my close friends changed their status too. Yattea & Paly, Ain Roslan, Kema & Khai, Watai, Izyan, Ceah Fasihah.


also i went to Singapore, to visit my grandfather who i haven't seen for almost 10 years with Sayang and Tok. it was our honeymoon plus meeting relatives trip. well, who on earth brought their grandma on their honeymoon's trip aite?!


i enter my final year, in 2009, which seems forever when i was in first year. i need to manage my own patient, answering all the questions by supervisors alone, without a partner to help me. i even need to clean all the instruments used on my own, which makes me leave the clinic at 6 pm almost everyday. it sucks ok! can't wait to move my butt off this school soon! everyone, please pray that my journey will be safe!!!


goodbye 2009. i'm hoping for a better 2010. insyaAllah.

SUMMARY FOR SYAWAL 1430H

now, we are already in the Zulkaedah. insyaAllah. this will be the last year i'll be celebrating hari raya in Kelanatan. hopefully!!!!! there were so many open house's that i'd attended all this month. i love the foods. and i love the celebration. thanx everyone who had invited me to their house.

raya at Sue's house in Tanjung Chat.

Open House at Encik Yahya's house in PCB

at Ruzi's house in Pasir Mas

Cik Nobi's open house in Pasir Mas

PPSG's raya celebration 2009. i love it.

JO LYNN'S BACKPACKING TRIP IN KOTA BHARU

Jo Lynn was here in Kota Bharu. she stayed in my small hostel room. i'm so glad to see her. i think the last i met her was 2 years ago when i visited the main campus during TOT.

ok. Jo Lynn is my friend, we were in the same class since standard 1 Hijau till form 5. (except during standard 2, if im not mistaken). basically, she just finished her study in USM and is on her backpacking trip around Malaysia before she start working in Singapore. it happends that im the only friend who's staying in Kelantan. so i offerer myself to become host for her.

we went to several famous museums in Kota Bharu. it was first time for both of us. eventhough i'd stayed here for 4 years, i'd never been to the museums. we also went to Pasar Siti Khatijah and Pantai Cahaya Bulan. i introduced her some of the Kelantanese food like Nasi Ulam, nasi kerabu, colek and etc. then only i know how much Jo Lynn loves budu, which is very very rare.

the things that we did in Kota Bharu

AYAT-AYAT CINTA

promote! promote! sila undi lagu ini. haha! nampak sgt aku tak dak keja. i'm supposed to study now. not blogging.heh

HOMESICK

ye! saya homesick. saya mau pulang. 

PLAIN

i'm stuck with 2 exam next week. one oral pathology and the other one is medical exam. a suprised exam for us. they never told us till one week before it. how am i supposed to study and remember things in one week? the issue here is that, we finished our medical posting like 3months ago, of cause all the things we'd learned are already rotten inside this head. 

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my forth year almost come to its end. i'll be having my final forth year exam in early May. i haven't found any patient suitable to be my patient during exam. anyone out there want RM50? come be my patient!! u'll be given RM 50 and free filling treatment. but u MUST have carious tooth and are brave enough to bare with the stress and tension of exam. huhu. please! anyone?!

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i have several case presentation to be done. but i haven't found any interesting case to be discuss with my friends. some of the case are interesting but i forgot to take the picture of  pre- and post treatment. silly me! now i feel so miserable. i hate doing thing at last minute of time but it seems like i'm doing it right now! huhu. anyone with extra tooth? i need u to be my patient for oral patho case presentation.

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my requirement is still at unsatisfactory level. i haven't issued any denture. havent done any root planning. only manage to extract 12 teeth from 15 that should be. only had 3 pedo patient. i'm so slow. so slow. slow slow.

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i feels so miserable right now. but i still manage to smile, blogging and watch tv. i hate myself for being like this.

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i wanna graduate fast. i don't like it staying here. it'd been 4 years already. one more year, and i'll leave this place. insyaAllah. i admit it that i made great and interesting friends here. but somehow sometime i just don't feel belong here. huhu. 

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friends, can u please pray that i'll graduate on time, safe and sound!

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how i wish i am home right now, cuddling beside my Sayang.

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BOWLING PIALA DEKAN

we didn't win. huhu. and we did not have so much fun either. simply because our damn lane cause so much trouble. it's either the pin did not comes out, or the bowling ball got stuck in there. i hate it. plus, we were place in the lane so far from our batch mate. that is so not fun! plus plus, we had to share our lane with another group. can u imagine how unfun it was?

left: didi and fatin

right : fatin 'the ketua' and me

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 team ^sohot^ la sangat

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NAGGING

the chance that im going out of my room, except to go to the toilet is 90%. the 10%, is considering if there will be any earthquake and the building burn down. i'd asked my sis to tapau me some food.


im so lazy. i'd been living sedentarily since the last professional exam. i haven't been jogging for 6 months. and i have big tummy. and i kept complaining to everybody. without actually doing anything. i'd tried doing some sit up. but it hurt my back. i think im doing it the wrong way.


i miss my home already. i miss the food in my hometown. cos im sick of eating food at the cafe. i wanna go outside and eat. but looking at how thin my wallet is. i insist on going.


i just finish cleaning up my small room. but it still look the same. lotsa stuff everywhere. i dont think i can throw them all away.


i wanna go home next 2 week, one week before my wedding. but i had the news that there will be an MCQ exam for my surgery posting on the 20th. that mean i'd to study and i can go home.


i had so much thing in my mind right now. but i haven't take any action to sort them all out.


i need my scholar right now. i need money right now. bcos i need to go out to ease my mind.

UPDATE ON MY REQUIREMENT

after 2 months i entered clinical year.

1. i only manage to extract 10 teeth. actually 8 cos 2 were done by the surgeon.
2. do 3 block using LA
   
3. do only 7 filling. (1 class I, 2 class II, 1 class 111, 3 class V)
4. take a lot of impression. most of them were rejected by the doctors
   
5. take berpuloh-puloh x-ray yg tak jadi. only 5 x-ray were accepted by the lecturers
6. do scaling to most of my patient
7. examine 2 pediatric patient. (i'm supposed to examine 8 patient)
8. do 2 examination on patient with gingivitis.
9. do fissure sealant to 2 patient.
10. assist 1 minor oral surgery

it looks like i'm way behind. compare to all of my friends. especially my partner who's very skillfull. she did her job well and fast. i wish i could be better than her.


i must admit that i'm lembap. huhu!!!

WHY I HATE SPENDING MY WEEKENDS IN KELANTAN

1. the food totally suck. it seems like the cafeteria's cook forget his/her recipe book during the weekend.
2. i have to walk to pasar malam every friday just to buy nasi goreng ikan masin and ayam goreng for dinner.
3. the toilet is just damn dirty. hate it! hate it! can't they just asked the makcik to cuci the toilet even in the weekend. and the people here, they just don't care. is it that hard to throw they leftover in the bin instead of the sinki. then we end up having a smelly sinki for the whole weekend just because some fool just dont learn. STUPID!
   
4. i sleep a lot. and those people who had been practising 'gendang' just don't know how to sleep in the evening. my hate was banging all the time the start their practise.
5. it is very hard to rent a small kancil. everyone wanna go out. i wish i had my own car. (praying hard!!)
   
6. and when i got to rent a car. there's only 3 place to go, either shopping in KB mall, tesco or pasar siti. haha. best la sgt.
   
7. the laundry is full. kena berator panjang gila. 
8. the ampaian also full.

i just wanna go home.
p/s-adik arash dah boleh berjalan!! cant wait to meet him this weekend.

BLOOD DONATION

this entry will sure make miss jenna jealous. yesterday i donated my blood for the seventh time. i first donated my blood when i was studying in matriculation. now that im staying so damn near to the hospital. it is much more easy for me to donate blood. i just go to the unit transfusi darah HUSM. check my hemoglobin level and blood pressure. and walla! i can start donating my blood already.

yesterday was special because it is an event organized yearly by blood transfusion units. they held a berbuka puasa then after that we can start  donating our blood. for those who are lucky. u might get prizes from the lucky draw. the grand prize was a TV. i was not very lucky yesterday. but my sister got a bread toaster. lucky her. now i can tumpang her.

at first my hemoglobin level was only 11.8 below the level i should have in order to donate blood. the minimum level was 12.0. sad sad sad. but lucky me after repeating the test my hemoglobin level is 12.4. it is normal to had false result on the first test because the alcohol swap that been used might cause som dilutional effect.

 

me and sya!  the regular donor. hehe!

 

happy. berjaya menderma!

 

my blood is AB. org cakap kedekut. sbb we can only received blood from other blood group donor but we are not able to donate to other blood group

to those who never experienced donating blood. u should try at least once. it is not that painful. the first injection was a bit painful. but that injection is the one that make u didn't feels the pain. because the first injection is only the local anesthetic drug. the second injection are not painful at all even though the needle are bigger than the first one. during the process u won't feel anything. after donation u are allowed to rest until u feel better. the amount of blood donated depends on your weight. as for me who weigh 54 kg. i can donate one big bag which was 450ml. after donating, there are free foods for u to eats. and u will be prescribed hematinic to ensure that u won't be anemic later.

dont be afraid that amount of your blood is now less because our body is build in such beautiful way that it has its own factory to produce the blood. don't worry ok! donate now. and u'll safe lifes later.

SELAMAT BERPUASA EVERYONE

finally. the ramadhan has arrived. and i hope it brings along bless and happiness. i hope i'll learn to be more patient, less aggressive, be more cool in evrything.

but somehow my first day of puasa sudah dipenuhi dgn ketensionan. as i have to rewrite my case write up which i already type and submitte to Mr Tarmizi. sungguh tensi. tapi saya kena wat jugak. and on this thursday i have my end posting exam. which was suck cause recently i'd noticed that i always had thought block. which was making me tense because i remember what the doctor says but when asked i cant produced it in words. it is so hard to be describe. but i really hate the feeling.

right now i have a lot of hate in my heart that i hope will be gone by this ramadhan. somehow i which some people to be more sensitive in what they say. hello!! u are breakong my heart here. cant u see!! (and im not talking about my Sayang)

anyway. happy ramadhan everyone. hope u'll be bless by Allah. i wish im at home breaking fast with Mama's home cook. huhu!

HURT AGAIN!

kenapa stengah org dilahirkan tak ada perasaan. is it congenital. or acquired. or are they only pretending to be so ignorance. saya tak suka. dah penat diri ini terasa.

i miss my family and my Sayang so much right now. i wish i am not here. but somewhere near them.

and i wish i could hug him now. so that i will feel comfortable. being near him makes me feel safe. so safe. ouh! i cant wait to go home this weekend. it's the only place where i feel so belong.

SIKIT SANGAT

hari tu saya berbuka dkt McB. kedai makan dekat depan usm ni. saya order nasi grg usa. huhu. sikit sgt. tak cukup. nyesal plk tak patah blk ikot sya n nodi makan lg satu round.

nasi grg usa. dah separuh habis baru ingat nak ambik gambar

p/s-saya memang suka makan

AT NESPURE WITH NAS

hari ni saya p makan bird nest dekat Nespure dkt KB mall. kedai tu dekat ground floor. nas belanja sempena belated birthday saya and engagement saya. saya order yougurt oranged flavoured with bird nest. sangat sedap. dia letak buah oren kat dalam tu. tp harga dia boleh tahan. tau je la. bird nest memang mahal. we only order yg 10 g punya tu pon dah rm9.90. tp nas belanja. thanx nas. bila ada duit nanti boleh la try yg mahal lagi. anyway they say bird nest is good for your health. nampak tak skin kitorang glowing. hehe.

skin kami semakin glowing. cant you notice??!!

hopefully Nespure ambil kitorang jadi model. bley la tampung duit JPA yang tak berapa nak cukup tu. maybe lifestyle kitorang yg menyebabkan duit tak cukup. asik makan ja

menu at Nespure. reasonable kah? mungkin! tp bagi saya yang tak kerja lagi rasa in sangat mahal.

inilah yg kitorang order. sedap. and baru tau yg bird nest tu tak ada rasa pon. nampak macam soon yg buat sup tu ja.

p/s- i like to try new food. if ada suggestion gitau. saya suka makan.

We WON!!

we actually won the TOT. eventhough i am not an athlete. but i was a part of it as also happend to join the kawad team. eventhough we only manage to get second place. but the spirit that lies in us never actually gone with the result. OMEDETO to all of MURNI NURANI atheletes.
the cheer team also won first place. beating all of other cheer team from other desa. they were so cute and energetic. i wonder what they ate until they become so energized like that. i guess it was because all of the winning and the gold medals that we 'd won.dr. nurin, kak syikin, tuan hj, and dr ahmad were so supportive at that time. i wish i will had the chance to attend tot again next year. may be not as an athelete but maybe as supporter only.the spirit never dies in us. eventhough we are so busy with classes and lab works. we still manage to spend our time for our desa tercinta...

WE ARE M.U.R.N.I N.U.RA.N.I..the best among the rest,,,

hebat sokmo menae sengoti ( which mean hebat slalu, memang menang--> sort of la)