CONGRATULATIONS SAYANG

congratulations dear! u finally made it. Master in Civil Engineering. 

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR SAYANG

alhamdulillah. we had reached our first year as hubby and wife. i love u

2009

new year feels the same for me. it doesn't make any changes at all. it's just another flip to a new calendar, a new diary to be filled and a new organizer to fill in with patient's appointment. last night was celebrated with dear TV and Angah. nothing much. i never appreciate new year. i never even celebrate it. but during previous new years, it's a MUST for me to make new year resolutions., but for this new year i only had one, hm... probably two. first of all I WANNA GRADUATE! i have enough of life here. i wanna finish my study and work and have my own money. i envy my friends who's already leaving their title as students.


however, 2009 did make a lots of impact in my life. my wedding!!! ngeee~ it's gonna hit one year soon. i'm married at 22 which i never ever imagine. well. u can only plan your life, and God is the one who fix everything. Sayang. i love u till the end!


some of my close friends changed their status too. Yattea & Paly, Ain Roslan, Kema & Khai, Watai, Izyan, Ceah Fasihah.


also i went to Singapore, to visit my grandfather who i haven't seen for almost 10 years with Sayang and Tok. it was our honeymoon plus meeting relatives trip. well, who on earth brought their grandma on their honeymoon's trip aite?!


i enter my final year, in 2009, which seems forever when i was in first year. i need to manage my own patient, answering all the questions by supervisors alone, without a partner to help me. i even need to clean all the instruments used on my own, which makes me leave the clinic at 6 pm almost everyday. it sucks ok! can't wait to move my butt off this school soon! everyone, please pray that my journey will be safe!!!


goodbye 2009. i'm hoping for a better 2010. insyaAllah.

F.I.L IN KB

HOLIDAY IN DUSUN

we spend 2 days in Sayang's Pak Lang's dusun in Batu Gajah Perak. i never sleep in a dusun.

pak lang's dusun. very neat and clean.

we ate a lots of durian and langsats there

but before that we need to climb some trees. that's my Sayang

our jobs were to pick up the fruits plucked by Sayang and Pak Lang

Dikmi was trying to prove that he's good too

this is paklang, still strong at 64

enjoying the durians

let the men do the jobs while i just sit around and took pictures

i love this activity so much. main tembak-tembak. well, i'm getting better in it now

EID MUBARAK

is it too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya?

Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir & Batin

 theme baju raya tahun ni=caca marba

IKHLAS

"ilmu yang paling sukar untuk dikuasai ialah ilmu IKHLAS" nasihat dari AFHO

it is very true. and i find it very hard especially when u help someone but deep in your heart there's a whisper telling u that one will do the same thing to u when u ask for their help next time. and when u do asked for their help and they gave u so many excuses, u grumble inside your heart that one is never grateful for your help last time. oh dear.

sometime i think my heart is dark and black, or is it my mind who wants it that way?! i never wanna feel that way, but that hunched, that whisper, it bothers me a lot. i know that once i question what i did, then i won't gain any 'pahala' from the good deed that i did. but that hunched, that whisper, why are u still there. i don't need u. but what should i do to get rid of u. oh God, i'm still learnig that word, i may know the meaning, but to apply it in me, it may takes some time.

HAPPY RAMADHAN

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan.

Semoga puasa kita tahun ni tak 'kurus' disebabkan Facebook, Youtube, dan Blogs.

Semoga bertambah segala amalan and dan kekal bertambah walau Ramadhan dah berakhir.

Semoga dapat menghalang segala nafsu tika di bazaar Ramadhan.

Semoga dapat tunaikan terawikh sepenuh-penuhnya, dgn penuh kusyuk dan tawaduk. 

Semoga menjadi insan yg lebih baik

Semoga segala niat yang baik itu dipermudahkan 

InsyaAllah

this picture is not related to the title of this entry. i just missed my Dear.

BLOCKBUSTER FILM : THE MANAGER'S WIFE

morning text :

'syg, wtpa?'. 'busy la'.

afternoon text :

'syg wtpa?'. 'meetin'.

evening text :

'syg wtpa?'. 'bru hbs meetn. lunch gn consultn'.

night text :

'syg wtpa?'. 'bru blk.gntok'. ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................
and here comes Miss Understanding (monolog). 

SINGAPORE

finally, we had our honeymoon in Singapore!

 

the Singapore Flyers i love this picture.

  

we were too tired to walk to the Merlion. aci la dari jauh pon.

  

my grandparents. this is taken in their home in Pasir Ris.

 

i'm amazed with this building which look flat like a piece of paper.

this is a video of the sea angel taken at their Underwater World. i love seeing them. they look like flying angels.

REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

i'd watched this movie with Encik during my holiday. i love this movie. i think Malaysia will need another 20 years before we can produce a great movie like that. even though the movie is full with things that are not logic. it is a great movie to be watch.

this is to proof that this is a great movie: i watch this movie in CS, a shopping complex near my house. we have to queue up for 1 hour, before we manage to get 2 tickets for a show that will start in 4 hours. a rare scene to happend in SP.

i love shea. still remember watching him in Even Stevens in Disney channel during my secondary. hehe.

MY 2 WEEKS HOLIDAY

2 weeks of holiday are considered long to us studying in Gigi School here. and i can say that this is the longest holiday i ever spend with my Encik. kesian kan!

on the first weekend both of us plus adik-adik ku went to Sunway Carnival to watch Drag Me to Hell. actually tak plan pon nak tengok cerita apa. but the movie was damn scary. all of us kept on screaming. and the funniest was Kak Teh, jerit sampai hotdog yg dia tgh makan tu melambung naik atas kepala. can u imagine how scary the story is. haha. confirm Kak Teh marah lepas baca ni! ahaks!

tak muat la

me and Encik. sgt jarang orang amik gambaq kami. slalu nya self captured ja

then after the movie we had dinner with Mama at Radix Cuisine in SP. this is the celebration of yours truly that just turn 23on 17th June and succesfully pass her 4th year exam . i'm claiming that i feels more matture now. haha. the food there was kinda ok. kalau dkt Kelantan ni sama macam dkt New Horizon dan kawasan yg sewaktu dgn nya.

Kak Teh and foods, bagai aur dgn tebing. hehe.

Angah, Mama and Dikmi. sejak bila depa ni jadi sepet ni

my first time celebrating my birthday as a wife

on the second weeken me, Encik and my dearest Gramma went to Singapore. i will tell the story in the next entry ok!

ONE YEAR AGO

1 year ago, i was engaged to u, a man that i love. 6 months later, we decided to get married. i never thought it will be this fast. but i know its coming.i love u more and more each day sweetheart. how time flies!

happy engagement anniversary Sayang. i love u.

CONRATULATION to KEMA and KHAI

my clinical partner just get married to her fiance last weekend. congratulation dear, i went to her house in Pasir Puteh with my dear Sayang. we love the 'gulai kawah'. rasa macam nak bungkus bawak blk je. nasib la tuan rumah tak offer. kalau tak confirm aku cedok byk-byk.

Kema was my clinical partner during forth year, my groupmate during third year and my roomate during my second year. and Khairil who i addressed as Cik Khai was my groupmate in third year.

 

they look great together aite?

me and my clinical partner. she lookes great that day.

congratulations to Nurulaqmar Iwani and Khairil Ridzwan.

I'M MISHING U HUN!

Sayang! it's been almost 4 months now that we are married. 

i love u more and more each day. 

i'm sorry i can't always be by your side. 

it's hard for me too.

how i can't wait to finish my degree soon.

another year. insyaAllah!

lets pray that i succeed soon. amin!

rindu la~

HONEYMOON IN PCB

these are the pictures taken during Encik's visit in Kelantan last weekend. we stayed in PCB resort, which i think serve us with a quite romantic room. saya suka!

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picnic

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breakfast by the beach

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Encik and me

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i would love to do this again!!!

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HONEYMOON

right now, im in PCB as for Pantai Cahaya Bulan with my dear hubby.

my Sayang drove from Aloq Staq yesterday, right after he finished his work and arrived at kubang Kerian around 1230pm. terharu tak?

semua sbb si darling gedik dia ni tiba-tiba homesick and cant go home cause she'll be having her exam in one week time.

Sayang, I love u more and more each day. Mmuahx!! 

hm.. i think i'm being too mushy here. tak pa la ek? he's my hubby lagi pun. bg chance k!

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ouh. n congratz to all my senior in medical school sho finally got their MD!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR HUBBY!

RINDU

rindu!

PLAIN

i'm stuck with 2 exam next week. one oral pathology and the other one is medical exam. a suprised exam for us. they never told us till one week before it. how am i supposed to study and remember things in one week? the issue here is that, we finished our medical posting like 3months ago, of cause all the things we'd learned are already rotten inside this head. 

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my forth year almost come to its end. i'll be having my final forth year exam in early May. i haven't found any patient suitable to be my patient during exam. anyone out there want RM50? come be my patient!! u'll be given RM 50 and free filling treatment. but u MUST have carious tooth and are brave enough to bare with the stress and tension of exam. huhu. please! anyone?!

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i have several case presentation to be done. but i haven't found any interesting case to be discuss with my friends. some of the case are interesting but i forgot to take the picture of  pre- and post treatment. silly me! now i feel so miserable. i hate doing thing at last minute of time but it seems like i'm doing it right now! huhu. anyone with extra tooth? i need u to be my patient for oral patho case presentation.

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my requirement is still at unsatisfactory level. i haven't issued any denture. havent done any root planning. only manage to extract 12 teeth from 15 that should be. only had 3 pedo patient. i'm so slow. so slow. slow slow.

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i feels so miserable right now. but i still manage to smile, blogging and watch tv. i hate myself for being like this.

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i wanna graduate fast. i don't like it staying here. it'd been 4 years already. one more year, and i'll leave this place. insyaAllah. i admit it that i made great and interesting friends here. but somehow sometime i just don't feel belong here. huhu. 

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friends, can u please pray that i'll graduate on time, safe and sound!

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how i wish i am home right now, cuddling beside my Sayang.

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