ENGAGEMENT PICTURES

future maktam and makteh

nodi, me, sya-superb photographer aka my best friends

well..i call him oftenly.huhu..hm..my phone on my selendang




me with one of the hantaran from sayang. chocolate indulgence..



me


me with hantarans from sayang's family

future mom in law




well. these are some of the pictures from the ceremony. i would love to upload everything. there are a lot of pictures. may be i'll upload em in my fp yang dah usang tu. u can also see some of the pictures in my friends fp http://isyania.fotopages.com or my aunty's http://mymystiquememory.fotopages.com which will be uploading later. or even my friendster.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

abah (right) and his friend during his year as army officer

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ABAH!
i love u so much. thanx for being my father. for making breakfast for us. may be it sounds weird that my abah is the one who is making breakfast for us instead of mama. but it is just bacause he loves it so much. he loves helping mama. how i wish my future husband will treat me the same way that abah do.
Abah rarely get mad. he's the quite type. if u met him on the first time u might think he is sombong. but if u get to know him better u'll know that he's as ramah as me. he just need time to really get to know u. thats why most of my friends are knows my mama better than my Abah.
Abah rarely get mad. but once he get angry at us. u'll know what u get. may be no breakfast. or no treat. he'l suddenly become damn quite. extra quite. until u get uncomfie with it.
Abah. i can say that he's a type B person. more relax. more calm. compare to Mama. but they make a perfect couple. at least when Mama freaks out. Abah will try to calm her. most of the time it is like that.
Abah. we love u so much. thanx Abah. Happy Abah's Day!

ENGAGED

courtesy of kelly!

070608- im engaged to my dear sayang. im sorry that i didnt get the chance to invite everyone to the engagement ceremony. i'll sure invite u to my wedding ceremony. i'll upload the pictures when i got the chance.

alhamdulillah. the event went smooth. without me tripping down sbb tepijak kain. except that i was so nervous that i forgot the exact way to smile.huhu!! i was so nervous that i can feel my lips trembling everytime i tried to smile. pergh!!! this was so not what im thinking. so i end up making my pictures look hideous. plus i look extra garang. (well..i am garang!! hehehe..)

anyway, i would like to thank my family. my mama who's so kalot on that day. my aunty teh for making the hantaran. aunty cik thanx make up kan kakak. all my uncles and aunties for helping me. atuchu..thanx for the hantaran. serious npk real. hehe. my friends for being there for me. for being my photographer, mak andam tudung, peneman tika cincin disarung. for the hugs and kisses. my neighbours! thanx. my sayang's family. my sayang. love u so much. i cant wait until we get marry.

I'VE PASS MY EXAM

EVERYONE!! today is like one of the most important day in my life. tha day my result were announced. and im happily and proudly wanna tell everybody that i'd actually pass my professional exam. its mean that i can now proceed my study to the 4th year. im so happy. too happy to describe it in words. oh my god. Thank You ALLAH. for the bless!
to my study partner aka my rakan gelak tawa nangis dan bergossip. thank for helping me yg agak bangang ni. to Dr sya n Dr nodi. i know we can do it.
to Dr Zakuan n Dr Tengku Muzaffar. thank a lot for helping me during my clinical time. i really appreciate u guys. if i were given money for this exam im sure that im willing to share them with u. but i know and will always remember that it can never be paid by money. thanx doc
to my dearest sis Angah sayang. thanx sbb always support kak. thanx sbb tolong beli makanan. thanx angah. kakak sayang angah.
to all my coursemate. congratulation!! we've made it to 4th year. all of us do. see u guys in 4th year. hopefully we'll stay n graduate together. insyaallah!
to those who dont actually make it. i know i wont understand your feeling. but please dont give up. if u think u can than u can (kata-kata prof ravi to my sis)
and to mama and abah and all my family. thanx sbb doakan kakak.
to my sayang. thanx for giving me strength when i was down. for being the shoulder for me to cry.
everyone who i hadnt mention their name but is involved in my life. THANK U!!!

MY EXAM! HOW? WHY?

what is the matter with my exam?! a lots of friend don't actually understand how it is handle. even though i'd explain to them many time. some of my friend still cannot understand how complicated my exam is. meybe some of u have been taking exams just the way that i do. and already understand. but my post today is for those wo didnt really understand

MEQ or modified essay question

this i the paper where all questions are put in one envelope.

u can only takes out one paper at one time. or basically one subquestions.

usually one case will have around4 to 5 sub questions.

u can only take out one subquestion and answer them correctly.

each small questions is to lead u to diagnose the patient's disease.

so u wont know the disease until the last paper u take out.

after finish answering one small question the answer sheet is inserted into another envelope.

then only u can take out the next paper which contain another small question regarding the case.

well. to be more thrill the answer for the question u just inserted into the envelope will be written on top of the sheet of the new questions that u had took out.

if u just answer the previous one correctly, u'll feel ok. but if u were to answer wrongly u'll feel damn frustrated. the common words in my mind is "kenapa la tak terlintas pon benda ni td. i know this!! damn"

MCQ or i dont know.hehe!!

this is the best one.

there are 75 questions with 5 small questions.

so overall there is 375 questions to be answer in 2 and a half hour.

the answer is simple. u should answer TRUE or FALSE.

simple right?!

but the thing is if u were to answer one question incorrectly. 0.5 marks will be deducted from your total mark. for each answer that is wrong minus 0.5

for corraect answer only 1 mark is given.

so u are not encourage to guess.

but for me i 'tembak' a lot.hehe..

use your instincts.

OSCE or something to do with clinical la

there around 21 stations. u'll be placed in the station according to your name.then the bell will ring. that means u can start answering your question for that station.after 5 minutes. the bell will ring again. showing that u have to move to the next station.u have to place your answer sheet in the box provided at that station before moving to answer the questions on the next station.this cycle will go on until u'd finished all 21 stations.pictures, speciment, or anything will be placed at the station and u only have 5 minutes to thing to garu kepala or anything.

clinical

u will have to clerk one patient.

his history. u will not know the patient's diagnosis.

so u have to clerk precisely to actually know the disease

then u will ask to perform physical examination on that patient.

and lastly (my favourite!! uwek!!) discussion dgn doctor.

its suck because u have to face 3 doctors like your having some kind of interview. then they'll ask u questions. regarding the case, the patient or anything under the sun.

tjis is the time where most of my friends including me will suddenly have tought block.

it suck when u know the answer but u cant produce them verbally.

so all of the mark for this exam will be accumulated.

then u'll know your nasib.

wether u'll procede to the next sem.

or u have to stay another year and take the same exams. with different questions of course!!

can u see why im scared of exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!

sayang kamu

window shopping

picnic time

happy birthday sayang

on the ferry to penang. i dah lama tak naik ferry. romantika kah?! haha!!

Actually my dearest's sayang birthday is last month. but due to the busyness of study week i dont really have time to actually post this. well. he's 29 this year. the first time we ever celebrate a birthday together. and we will celebrate em again and again. InsyaAllah! there's nothing special about the day except that the time that we'd spend together which is so precious. as i get to see him only once a month. the rest of the time we are only connected through the phone.

we picnic at batu feringgi, penang, its a nice place. but sadly and frankly to say the sea there is not so pretty and clean anymore. but it's not that bad.

happy birthday sayang!

STUDY WEEK ACTIVITIES

coklet cair kerna blk yg terlalu panas. terpaksa makan dgn camca.

aktiviti sehat ketika exam. bermain game yg x berkesudahan.

notes. 13 blocks to study. sapa ada soklan bocor?!

megi yg dimasak oleh chef pandai masak..noorole..hehe..megi kari yg dah bertukar jadi megi goreng

USM YANG CANTEK

usm sangat chantek. macam dkt oversea x?! hehe. sgt la perasaan. these are pictures taken at the place where i study with my study mate every evening. it looks calming right. if only malaysia's weather is a lil bit cool than it is now. then this place would be perfect fo everything. even for picnic. anyway, u should know that USM is a university dalam taman. it has lovely compound and is calming. despite the insects tha keep crawling and bitting us and damaging our skins with scars, it is very green. i love usm. but i cant wait to graduate from here in another 2 years of time. insyaAllah.

a boring routine..am i the only one who feel the tension.

a boring routine. i should say that. everyone would agree with me.
since the study weeks start me and my study mate-nodi &sya- have been doing the same thing everyday.

6am
start dreaming. can u actually believe that i sleep at 6am sometime 7am.
after waking up my sayang i will start my beauty sleep.
but now i dont really enjoy the sleep anymore.
sometime i cant hardly sleep.
when i started to close my eyes, every thing that i study come popping up into my mind.
it's so stressing.

11am. hm..sometime 12pm
i wake up. with a hungry tummy crying to be fill with food.
as usual. i'll take a bath and go to the cafe only to see the same food over and over again.
normally i eat a lot. but recently i try to reduce the propotion of food that i take.
scared that i cant really fit into the engagement dress.
then i start to study again~sigh!~

3pm
i have discussion with my study mate.
we do it outside, under the trees, near the fields.
but now the weather is so damn hot that i noticed im a bit tanned then before.
we discuss until we feel like vomiting.

6pm.
time for me to rest.
sometime i have a brisk walk. alone. with mp3 stuck into my ears.
im trying to ease my mind from stress.
i have my dinner. from the same cafe. sometime i ask my sis to buy it from outside.
but this is kelantan we are talking about. n shhh!! i cant elaborate further.
it might be sensitive to some person.
sometime i cook. instant noodle with extra spice and all. what to do. that is the only thing i can cook using the rice cooker my mama gave.
nap nap nap. sometime. very sekejap.

9am.
watch tv some time.
online to write on my dearie bloggie sometime.
surfing sometime.
nap nap nap sometime.

12am.
start the study group again.
more discussion,
we drink coffee to stay awake.

6am.
sleep~

and the cycle start over again and again.
at least until nex week. 11 may~the day of my exam.
can u see how boring my life is now.
but what to do. i have to.
if this is what i have to do to make me able to proceed my study in 4th year.
I doNT mIND

counting days~caution! anda mungkin akan rasa loya dgn kejiwangan saya

i guess a lot of people might feel sick reading my blog as i always write about LOVE.
ya la. the day is getting so near and i cant really hide the feeling that i am so happy and cant wait to face the day.
i know that it is just an engagement. not even a wedding yet.
but u know. im a girl.
a big one.
and i cant really stop from dreaming of marrying 'the one'.
mama said that u only get marry once in yourlife. insyaAllah ma.
i definitely pray that this relationship will last forever.
and i will o my best to mantain it.
this is a serious matter.
and im not fooling around.

the meaning of love

-cinta-

that day u asked me, "what do u mean by LOVE?"

my answer was, "it is the feeling of caring and respect"

u were not satisfied with that answer.

and when i asked u back. u said "love is to be able to care about somebody without having any real reason"

today i am still standing with the same opinion.

that love is when u learn to respect that person.

but today i would like to add more

i would like to say that love is about respect, and it is about how u accept that person for whom they are, they were and what they will be.

love is pure.

it don't need a reason.

u care about that person and wanting to accept him.

and at the same time u hope that, that person will also accept u for who u are.

love is when u smile and cry together.

u share everything together. without the feeling of boringness.

u enjoy with it.

it is infinity. everyone have their own opinion.

it's ok.

im happy with what i'm feeling right now.

it makes me shine and bloom.

i pray that this feeling will last forever.

people change. but love. it hold us together.

even when everything is changing.

thanx dear~

tima kaseh encik fairuz.even it is made from tissue.i still love it.i appreciate evrything that u do

shopping is the best therapy- a real shopaholic!!

shopping is the best therapy. i dont really know wether shopping can really be the best therapy. after all, when u shop u'll be spending a lot of money. then u'll be more stress. but last week i did went for a shopping therapy. i didnt buy anything expensive. i only bought a cushion for rm10. but it really made me feel better. the stress is gone. even it is only for that moment of time. but it did goes away.

the conclusion=shopping really sooth me.hehehe..!!

so next time, i'll do it more.

saya naik bus ni pi kb mall.hehe..agaklah 'chantek'. i think they need to upgrade this facilities.it's very2 cheap. but hopefully next time it can be more conducive

teman shopping saya, inside the bus. muka penuh habok and asap

noddy-my shopping partner.hehehe

now it's time to talk about PROFESSIONAL exam

i just finish my test just now. so should i say i feel damn relieve because it's over. tp kan the countdown to my PRO exam is getting lesser and lesser. lagi 24 hari ja. so i guess it's not the right time for me to feel relieve la. i hate exam. i hate presenting the case in front of doctors. i like suprises. but not this kind of suprise.

if they tell that is the case then i can prepare. then i'll feel better. what if i were to get the case that is not clear. that i cant diagnosed. that i cant perform the physical examination correctly. i dont like that feeling. i dont wanna have to repeat. it's a painful experience. u'l change once u have to go through that moment. i can see it from the corner of my friends who had gone through it. u wont see it clearly. but somehow u know they change. may be they feel like they dont belong with us who havent gone through it. may be they are just adapting.

but somehow u'll get more mature when u had it. u learn to handle stress. u are much much more ready and experienced when u were to face problems. but for us who hadn't be in your shoes. we think u'd change. eventhough we say hai to each other when we meet. the hai now is different. not like it used to be.

im scared,its scary

i dont like the sense of losing control. i like to be in control. it's just the way i am since before. is it the first child's sydrome?! anyone?!!
i dont like a major changes to happend in my life. i like a normal life. not to plain not to colourful. its just NORMAL.
but what if its fated. what if it is my destiny. will i be able to change it. can i alter my life that had been plan by ALLAH.

whatever it is. im supposed to try my best first right?! im not gonna try. but i will do my best. i'l boost all my energy for this exam. i hope i can make it. but i know one thing for sure. that ALLAH will always Helps those who help themselves.
so i dont wanna missed that chance. i will try to grab it. with best weapon that i have.

by studying smart,hard, and always pray to ALLAH. tawakal.

-friends forever-

exam lagi!

saya penat

pnt sgt

bila exam nak habis ni

dah tak larat

TAPI

pas habis exam ni

i still got another exam to go through

i hope everything's gonna be fine

this exam will be determine wether i can actually proceed to the next level

i'm scared to enter 4th year, to get to handle a real patient

am i capable of doing it

but i'm sick of learning medical stuff

i wanna focus to things that i'd actually chose

i'd spend 3 years learning medical stuff

it is time for me to learn to be a real dentist

but first

i have to go through 'this' first

i hope everyone will pray for me

for us

for SUCCESS

kepenatan study week, lalu tumbuh jerawat yang besar,lalu bosan n bercakap telefon

nodi yang bijak lagi kuat study

bakal professor dean dr sya

all the best everyone

exam! exam! all the best everyone. i hope we all will strive and achieve what ever we had and always dream of.

i'l pray for u

SINCERELy. i will.

ALL THE BEST!!!

exam mood-ting tong-chenta chenta

exam mood?!! izzit?!! am i in the exam mood. its almost 5am in the morning and im stuck on in front of the pc typing, surfing, and most of the time wandering into other people's blogs. without actualy have the exact things to do. i should study now. not wasting my time writing on a blog that people dont actually even give a peek

have u ever feel distress until u r not stress anymore. i think the stress is so much that i am already disensitized to it.

being a dental student who actually have to compulsarily learn medical kinda distress me a lot. anyway i'd gone almost 3 years of learning em.knda have enough stress that i cant feel any stress any more. that is so so bad. i need the stress now to urge me on studying more more hard than before. this exam will actually determine wether i can further my study to nex sem or not. i should study. mesti study.berusaha! berusaha!

i cant wait until this june. where i had pass my exam n just getting ready for the big day.hm.cant wait.eventhough the big day stil dint allow me to do the thing that i cant do now.im still lookng forward it..wish me luck ok!!!its a big phase in my life. its a promise that must be fulfill due to respect and love.

i think i should stop being on the air right now.its not the time yet. i need to focus..

F.O.C.U.S

but still i cant stop thinking of the day.hehe..sayang... i cant wait..everyone! please pray for me.

for my HAPPINESS n SUCCESS.

i'm proud

dr rozieta read my blog. i should be proud. n i should right more. may be i can be a great writer some day. thanx doc!! i'm gonna be a dentist who writes. interesting huh!

him n me

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The article that makes me cries

Every week my Angah will buy a copy of mingguan wanita, a magazine for women. For a 21 yet to be 22 year old lady like me, which ain’t married yet, its quiet weird to read such an adulthood magazines. Normally people at my age will be busy reading magazines on the latest fashion, the latest gossips and etc (mingguan wanita also have news on fashions and gossips). But our Mama had thought to read things that have useful information. Instead of reading those entertainment magz, we r asked to read mags with infos that we can use in the future.

So last month I read an article by Dr. Rozieta Shaari, a motivator, who writes a column ‘rahsia cemerlang’ in that magazine. I forget the title though. She wrote that, during her wedding, her father looked sad and gloomy. She didn’t know the reasons. But she wondered whether her father didn’t like her choice of man or he didn’t want her to get married. She didn’t understand the reasons. Her father was supposed to be happy and delighted that his daughter is getting married and will never become a burden to the family anymore. She didn’t question her father but after almost 20 years of marriage she finally found the answer.

It is her daughter who will get marry and now her husband looks worry, sad and gloomy. Then she understands, its not that his husband don’t like their daughter to get married. Instead, he’s worried of some other things. Whether that guy who just know her daughter for a couple of years will love her the way he do. He questioned himself whether that guy will starve just to let her daughter to eat? Will he work all days and night just to make sure his daughter live comfortably? Will he be patient with her daughter? Will that guy do what he had done in order to protect his daughter? All of these makes him worried and thus looks as he hates the marriage to go on. After cherishing his daughter with all of his love for many years, he now had to let go his daughter to a man who just know his daughter. It is hard for him but he knows he had to do it. Their daughter has grown up and will have her own family. Together with the new guy, they will try to build what she and her husband built, a FAMILY. They will have their own responsibilities. Soon they will have their own children and will also feel the same things.

What makes me sad was to think that my father might also think the same things. Now when ever my Sayang calls my Abah, he will somehow answer like he hated him. I used to wonder and question myself the same thing. But after reading that article, I cried and understand the reason why he acted that way. I changed my perception towards my Abah. May be he felt the same thing about my Sayang. Abah might not hate my Sayang but he’s wondering whether my Sayang can take care of me just the way he did.

May be u didn’t cry after reading this. May be I just had a sensitive heart and soul. But somehow with that article I learned that even though Abah is cold, answering ‘ehemm’ with all of my stories and sometime ignoring my questions, I know that it is just his way of loving. May be he just don’t want to revealed his true feeling. May be he just don’t wanna show how he felt. Any way, I love u Abah. I might not say it to your face. But I do. I really do. And I love u to Mama. Thank for taking care of me, for being patient with my unstable emotions, for supporting every single steps that I had taken, for giving useful advices that make who I am today, for EVERYTHING. I LOVE BOTH of U with ALL my heart. THANK U!

my dearest mama and abah

Sayang, I hope our love will end with a knot that not just will cause us to have to see each others face until we die. But it’s a knot that makes us ONE where we will have to learn on making decisions and everything together. It’s a relation that let us to accept each other for whom we are and what we will be. It let us learn to respect each other. I hope we can get through it even though we are not even near it yet. I love u Sayang. Always do!

meaning of true shopaholic

while im going true sophie kingsella's novels, i was thinking on the real meaning of shopaholic. i was thinking wether i can consider myself a shopaholic.

can shopping calmed u??

that day when we were shopping in kl. there was this intuition in myself. iwas thinking on my savings my future.will i have enough money to survive and everything. instead of focusing on the things so called shopping, i doubt myself with questions on wether i should spend money or not


i guess i wasnt a true shopaholic if i had that feelings rite?! i dont know!!! watching my friends grabbing, and pulling the shirts from pile of more shirts with tags of 50%. i wasnt sure wether i should do the same.well tat is what i used to be.digging and digging.hunting for places with big 50%tags on it.making decisions in like less than 5seconds. and spending on tat i'd already got. but at tat moment this intuition cause me to just stand there and look at my friends. even my angah was going crazy over the sales there (which was very weird for someone named angah!!.sorry angah)


anyway. can i say tat i hv REAL shopaholic friends.hehe.sya n nody.its a compliment for u girls actually

am i??!!

what makes me feel this way.am i getting more matture in making judgement in my life.i still wonder myself.

i just hope that feeling can actually help me to save some money.i should learn on how to manage my finances.instead of going shopping and spending all of my money. so tat in future i wont be spending all of my salary juz for shoppin.i should be more mature as i will have my own family later right. can u imagine me still a shopaholic married to another shopaholic husband.how are we suppose to manage our family.

but still tat moment didnt last for so long.when we were in mid valley.i made a quick decision on buying a pair of rm215 skechers (which im wearing rite now).why wasnt that intuition come again at that time.arghh!! i thought im getting more matured.what a lie! . after paying for the shoes, my heart felt it again.it was saying is it worth for u to buy shoes with that price.its juz gona stay at ur feet.n ur feet not gaoing to say thank u noorole.for buying me such a lovely shoes.(i think i heard my feet saying thank u for buying such a shoes for them before i paid.but why cant i hear it now).luckily, i made a right decisions.that shoes was a heavenly for my feet.i didnt feel that pain on my heels when standing anymore. but wearing tat shoes makes me feel worried everytime i'd to take out before going into the mussola or mosgque. im afraid some one will steal them.hehe..now i wonder on how long will this shoes last

a true shopaholic wont be doubting with feeling of guilty after they buy something. maybe they wil.but not for long. plus. they'l buy things that they alreary had.like shoes,shoes and shoes. they'll have things with price tags on, not scheduled to be wear at anytime soon.

i dont think im a true one right now.the feeling is there. but im tryingmy best to at least reconsider before actually buying something.hope i can hold this feeling.
my weakness for now is food.ican still get over it.if it is spending money for foods.then i didnt even care how much i'l have to pay.as long as im satisfied with it.can it be considered as a shopaholic or foodaholic.hehe..

kay-el! shopping...eating...everything

that day i went shopping in kl.well im a damn shopaholic.i dunno exactly how much i ve spend.but i can say tat i'd spend alot.on foods there.on my new great skechers.jeans.
i feeel like buying anything under the sun. but i guess i can still control my eagerness to shop n juz buy buy n buy.hehe.but on that trip i realized that my dearie friends sya n nodi are much much more true shopaholic than me.hehe.sorry girls.thats juz how i felt that day.

anyway.kl is not a place for living.juz like wat my syg said.u can go there sometym.shopping like crazy.eat like theres no more food. but u juz cant stay there. it was too hectic for me.eventhough i like urban life.i dont think i can manage the stress of traffic jam, waiting for the busses.n plus the food there are much much more expensive then what i can find in sp.

i feel great im staying in sp.

we went to sunway. n it was suck. it was not a place for a muslim like me.im not making a statement tat im a very2 religious person. its juz tat i felt disrespect when i'd paid the same amount like others but was not allow to go on the slides.juz becos im not wearing shorts.wut a reasons.for me sunway is not a place to have fun.huhu

pro pro pro

there are another 89 days til pro.i cant believe it.i think i've only prepared like5% or even less.hahahhaa..im getting crazy.last holiday was full with rnjoying stuffs tat i forget to study aiyak..shopping,dating watching movies thats all i've done.huhu..everyone.plis give me advice and courage so tat i can still be strong to study for my exam.hm..my plan after pro was even bizzare.there are a lots of stuff and thngs to do.place to visits and manymore.the list are endless. but i must first go through the exam and pass it with flying colours.insyaallah. well everyone plis pray for me k..pray tat we'll together success in everythg tat we do.mmuah..love u all

saya syg kamu

well syg u stole my heart..and im loving it...

-kat sini ada kamu!!-noorole

celebrating raya

selamat hari raya to everyone.maaf zhr batin.im hoping for a blissful raya..full with happiness and forgiveness
tok juz went through an operation to remove her cataract.its a minor surgery but i still hope everything will be fine. i hope she's able to c clearly by the time raya came.
hm.this year i got to celebrate raya with all those new -special people in my life.
adik hezryn, adik arash..and sayang who i love with all my heart
to all my friends who's celebrating raya far far away from this country. enjoy ur raya there. not every yr we got to celebrate raya elsewhere.plus, i will miss u guys so much.
fathiah,ida,fina,and many more.

i havent been updating my blog for a really long time.eventhough no one read it.huhu..
right now all i can say is that im so happy to have him with me. thanx dear!!

The Confident that I Gain

I did it!! What did I do?? Actually, I finally had the courage to talk in front of people. Although there were only 60 people, but i feel so proud of myself. It is the most scary thing that I ever think of doing.
It might not be a big thing to certain people but for me it is a pretty big thing. As i never had the courage to do such thing. I don't know why I feel so scared standing in front of people. I don't feel confident because i'm not smart, not pretty and not good in english. I'm scared that I will stumb during the presentation. I'm scared that I will look stupid in front of other people. I'm scared that people will not understand what I'm trying to tell them.

I wanna be brave and to be able to speak in front of people

Yesterday I did it, Nasyitah and I had represent my group to present the oral diagnosis seminar. Initially, i wasn't the one selected for the presentation. It was someone else. But due to symphaty and empathy to my dearest friend who was not ready to speak in front of everyone, I voluntered myself to do it. I was so scared at first. I feel inferior that people will judge me ( as there were also great presenter in my group ) but somewhere somehow i got the courage to actually do it. It was the clinical year who make me feel so encouraged to do it.
I thought about the clinical year where we are suppose to present our case in front several doctors ALONE. It was quite scary. Therefore, I took the chance to embrace myself with this experience. I want to get myself ready. I want to gain the confident. I don't want to feel scared anymore. I want that courage.

I wanna be confident

Eventhough Nasyitah was there, and the lecture theatre was pretty small. I still feel satisfied after doing it. There was a saying, 'your enemy is your greatest fear', that's what making me feel so eager on doing the presentation. And I am not ashamed to say that I feel proud of myself. In the future, I'm hoping that I'll be more confident to do it. You are not suppose to feel scare of anyone and anything beside ALLAH. That's also the reason why i feel so eager to do it again later.
'Ya ALLAH please let me gain the confident. I'm not trying to be over confident, I wanna be moderate, like U always want us to be. AMIN'

Lazyness

i have been very lazy lately. i don't even know why. i'd asked several of my friends wether they had the cure for my disease. any drug, any vitamin that can work. and then i came across i one my friend's friend. she introduced me spirolina. she claimed that this thing can make u feel more energetic and cure the 'disease' that i had.
So, i browse through the internet for infomation on spirolina. Wether i t had any side effects and so. I found out a lot of thing. The thing about internet is that u never know which infomation u should take, and which one u should discard. Therefore, i still don't know wether i will try on spirolina because i came across a facts that it contains dirt from insects and so. I don't know wether it's true or not. But i'm still considering it. I got exhausted too easily, and i think i need help. Can anyone help??!!

the thing about exam

ONE DAY BEFORE MY EXAM. and here i am, updating my blog. i hate study week. i know that tis is the time for us to cover everything up before the real exam. it's juast that revising and doing nothing but study make me bored.
the whole week was full with studying, no tv, no shopping, no nothing. luckily my room got full internet coverage. at least i did not feel so 'katak di bwh tempurung' at this time.
anyway, that was one of the reason why i am not studying right now.hehehe.. so busy with the internet.

i hope i can do better this time (everyone!! please pray for me) compare to the last exam which was a total SUCK!!
hopefully luck is on my site right now.

if somehow i am not lucky again. i hope i'll in the professional 2.

please pray for me ya all!!

xpdc gunung tebu

last weekend, i had a great chance to go camping andhiking with the seniors and some of my friends. the camping was held at Lata Belantan camping site. we went there by bus and arrive just about magrib. we were so scared there'll be a lot of mosquetoes that we bought mosq patches from guardian. believe it, it did worked. thanx to the thing that managed to protect us from all the hunry insects.
anyway, back to the story. after preparing and building up the tent. we sit around the fire and begin to introduce ourself, telling and sharing our goals on joining the camping. after that we were introduce by bro muz to the hiking bag, which was amazingly HUGE and expensive (i can by a new handphone with that money). he tought us on how to choose the correct hiking bag, how to actually arrange your thing and the right way to carry that big bag behind tour bag without hurting yourself. the correct way of carrying the bag, made someone as small as moon to actually carry a 50kg things. before this i dont know anything about the bag.
we were also introduce to the basic things that u should bring when u want to go hiking. the fact is the longer u wanna stay there the less thing u should bring. interesting huh!! we were also thought on how to set the lamp used incamping. it was a complete different from the usual lamp u use where u just plug it into the point and boom the light is on. then we shared the stories and all the adventurous experiences from the seniors, ghani, bob and abg z. i was so interested in all their stories because i never thought that medical students actually have the time to do all this and have fun. i only know that medical students are completely associated with books and only books.
finally we were divided into groups. these groups were for the food preparation. i end up in the same group with ad, acap, rupesh and wan. COOK??!! ME?!! haha... sounds so not right. each group were asked to send one representative as cook aka chef. =P. as for my group ad was given the trust to be the cook. all the cook were thought to cook in small tin known as mass tin (which i dont know how to spell).
at that night we were not allowed to sleep in the tent. instead we were given one piece of plastic ( 2 people share for girls) and were asked to use that thing as our mat. as for the girls they were asked to choose partners for the so called "Solo Camp". and i was so lucky that i dont have any partner. therefore i was given the chance to help ad to cook for the group. (thank God)
at that nite, we the 'CHEF' cooked nasi using tea as a timer (those who had the experience on camping will know what i mean). the first round was pretty bad for everyone, i guess bro muz was given the wrong instruction.hehe. then the next round everyone had become so good that even plain rice tasted so good (BODEK ad) hehe. i was asked to fry some instant cucur. i was so impressed looking at amin( the only guy chef there). he was so into the cooking that he looked so passionate doing it (u r lucky mimi). ain fried some murtabak maggie which was so tasty it made bro muz cry.haha. (no la, i was just joking). i had a lot of fun
finally we were asked to go to sleep, so that we can had enough rest before the long journey tomorrow. as we were the cook. we were given chanced to sleep inside the tent. LUCKILY!! some how the what so call the comfie tent cant actually made me slept. i was so disturbed by the cold weather and the loud voices from bob and daoh( why you guys sembang so loud!! ) before i could really felt asleep i was waoken by ain at 6 to go fried all the nasi. AIYAK!! as a resposible cook, me and sya woke up without much any hestitation(muahaha..tipu!!).we fried nasi goreng, did some scrambled egg, and packed up some mackerel sandwiches for lunch. finally we did it.
by 0900, after eating and peeing(=P) we packed our stuff and ready to go up up away. we did 'some' warming up activities then start hiking mount tebu at 0930. we were so amazed by the undisturbed river. the river was so clean that it look so blue green. so naturally peaceful. i love it and thanx Allah that i was given chance to observe His beautiful creation. the journey took 2 hours for my team la( which consist of sya, ika, ad, nodi and me). i was so tired that i felt like my heart bursting =( how old i felt at that time. we took our own sweet time during the journey

(taking pictures,drink,rest,drink againg,rest again, so tired lor) that the sweapers daoh and bro khairi leaved us with ijam. (apala, they were supposed to make sure we didnt lost)
when we arrived at batu mad saman everybody was already there. waiting us while eating and resting. i was so tired that i idnt even had the energy to eat. after about 1 hour resting up there we went down. this time much faster than during ascending the mount. we only took 45 minutes before we found a waterfall and swam there( i was so refreshing) all the sweats and 'nice ' smell were gone.
around 1500 we were all ready to go home back to our lovely health campus in kubang kerian. leaving besut and gunung tebu with a lots of great memories and experiences. after taking the big group picture we naik bus. i was so tired that i felt asleep along the way back to usm didnt even disturbed by the laughs and jokes made by dearest colleagues.
i was so happy that i had the chance to learned all this from the seniors. love them for being so friendly and supportive.

always & forever

sometime u got this feeling that people are ignoring u. leaving u behind and not sharing infomation with u. sometime u feel like u dont have any friends. no one there to share all the secrets and gossips with u.

but is that true. are they ignoring u. or perhaps u just want too much attention from them. which for sure they can't be bother to give. especially if u never do the same thing to them.

actually i'm writing this because sometime i do feel that way. i feel ignored by my friends. but should i aspect so much from all friends. especially when we are very busy with our own life.

so, instead of being mad, i think we should be more understanding. it doesn't matter wether u want more attention from your friends, boyfriend, family or anyone. u should understand that your not the only person who need attention. may be there are people that need it more.

that's all i wanted to say actually. being understanding sounds easy, but u will never know how hard it can be unless u are in the person's shoes. hm.. i've make u confused right?! but that's all i can think about right now.

up there i've uploaded a poem which sounds nice to me..

We WON!!

we actually won the TOT. eventhough i am not an athlete. but i was a part of it as also happend to join the kawad team. eventhough we only manage to get second place. but the spirit that lies in us never actually gone with the result. OMEDETO to all of MURNI NURANI atheletes.
the cheer team also won first place. beating all of other cheer team from other desa. they were so cute and energetic. i wonder what they ate until they become so energized like that. i guess it was because all of the winning and the gold medals that we 'd won.dr. nurin, kak syikin, tuan hj, and dr ahmad were so supportive at that time. i wish i will had the chance to attend tot again next year. may be not as an athelete but maybe as supporter only.the spirit never dies in us. eventhough we are so busy with classes and lab works. we still manage to spend our time for our desa tercinta...

WE ARE M.U.R.N.I N.U.RA.N.I..the best among the rest,,,

hebat sokmo menae sengoti ( which mean hebat slalu, memang menang--> sort of la)

best friend

a best friend is a person who is always there for u
a person who never lie when everybody in the world is lying to u
a person who support u from every aspects but never fail to give u advice when u are at the wrong path
i dont know who is my best friend. because it seems that sometimes i feel like i had so many friends. but sometimes i feel like i'm all alone.
my best friend fathiah is going to brisbane australia this february 12 to further her study. she's going to return to malaysia as a very good english teacher. with a very weird accent.hehe. i pray to Allah thah she'll succeed and help me with my english. cos i really suck in that language. i'm going to miss her.
my best friend khaleelah, is studying in uitm shah alam. she's going to finish her study soon. also as a very good english XX. i dont know what she'll be. but all i know is she had been very good in that stream since we are still in school. i hope to see her this holiday. we are too busy on our study that we only had chance to see each other and catch up everything during holiday. 'miss ya dude'
my best friend nab, is studying somewhere in Ipoh. she's going to be a doctor soon. and i'm going to be her patient.hehe.hopefully she will be able to manage with all the stress as a medical student. i understand on what u are goin through. "gambattei nab"
my best friend watai, is studying in upsi. i won't see her for decades if there is no hari raya. bcos that's the only day where i can go to her house and eat evrything that her mom cook. she has become very stylish nowadays. completely different from the person she used to be. "people change right?!"
my best friend jenna. is in australia now. she's doin some business. the last thing i heard about her is that she had a spa there. she's very good in dealing with money since school. hope i'll be as fortunate as her. "sorry dear for missing our last date"
my friend ida, is going to ausie to. she's very good in english. no doubt about it. everyone was jealous at her during school. she had this australian accent which was hard to understand. "long time i didnt c u la"
my friend anith, somehow is unable to be reach since school finished. the last thing i heard about her was, she's studying dentistry in UKM. i know u r busy dude.
my friends ana, is in selangor now, very pretty, very cute now. she had change a lot too. but she also is very hard to reach.
as day goes by, i finally realize that everything around me is changing. my best frineds change too. they seem different, more matture, more sophisticated and much more pretty than during schools time. suddenly i realize, that i'm still the same person. still wearing that old jeans without any make up sticking on my face. i wonder do we really have to look like an adult to b matture. or is it as we get older we eat different rice then the rice wa ate during teenagers. i wonder why change. in my heart, i know that changes are good, changing from bad to good a great. and i'm hoping somehow people will only change that way. and i hope my friends too.
knowing that some of my friends, which i cannot mention their names, had change from a very innocent person to a person i barely know. make me sad. i hope they'll find the right path, the right destination, the right life. i hope they'll realize what they did was wrong.
actually, i'm missing all of my friends right now...

kelly,nab,fathiah, watai,ida,jenna,yin,thivya,ana,jolynn and all members of 5J

wan,zai,tihah,chombi
nona,syipak,ef,sal,ein,syira,fana,
haryati,dalina
-FRIENDSHIP NEVER DIES-

nodi and sya~may our friendship last forever

SMAKIN HARI SMAKIN MALAS!!

knapa ek? apa ubat mls yer? dah puas aku usaha still malas gila. doa anti malas pon xberkesan. npk sgt xkusyuk waktu doa. xbersungguh.
knapa ek? asik nak tidoq j. kalau bley xnak bukak mata pagi2. xnak p lecture.
knapa ek? mls nya Ya Allah. apa benda la dah lekat kat mata aku nie. sampai susah sgt nak bukak. nasib baik bley smyg. ada gak sbb aku nak bgn. kalau x.ntah la.
knapa ek?
mls nak pgi silat
mls nak bsh baju
mls nak wat report
mls nak p klinikal
mls nak bergerak
nak makan pun mls
nasib baik perut aku yg smmgnya aktif nie berjoget2 mtk di isi.
knapa ek? dulu2 xla smls mcm nie. ada ja org nak membakar smgt yg smmg nya dah membara nie. cuma recently. api smgt tu dah malap.
knapa ek?xdak ke sapa2 yg bley atasi mslh aku yg sedia kronik nie.

blogging?!

why izzzit juz some of my friend love blogging. cant they c the goo d thing about blogging.at least they can express themself. there was a saying malay "mata pencil itu lebey tajam dr sebilah pedang" so in this case its typing the words.not writting em.

i know that lotsa my friends didnt really have time to blog. but me too didnt have time. but still i manage to curi some time to at least write and express my feeling.

actually i wrote this blog because i cant actually tag along my friends' blog to mine as there are only a few.huh..if only they know how much fun it is to blog. itd like having a diary but others can read it. more like a journal to me

am i a LOSER?!

am i a loser? do i talk to much? do i get mad easily? do people hate me for being bossy? do i speak too loud? actually, i dont know. i dont think i know myself. someone just told me tat i talk too much. it made me sad actually. hm.. idont know. perhaps, being in girls skool for so long has created who i am today. i never care about others.

tp ya allah kenapa skrg diri ini mudah sgt utk tersentuh. mudah sgt utk menangis. even kan jerkah dgn doctor skt pon, rasa sdey sgt. td kna marah lg. aku tau tat's my fault, tp i'm not a child anymore to be yelled like that. tak kan aku nak ubah diri aku. aku dah mcm ni sjk dulu lg. for over 20 years i'e been leaving the WAY I AM.

hm..aku pon xtau apa yg aku tgh merapu. but i know tat aku rasa jauh hati sgt skg. sjk dulu if aku mrjuk. xnah ada org nak pujuk. dulu masa kecik2 mitak buku crita mama xbg, aku kata xmo blk, mama pon tinggal ja aku kat situ, tp sbb aku tkt xreti nak blk aku pon lari kejar mama. sjk kecik cam tu. sbb tu aku xcpt nak mrjk. and i think i 'm quite strong in handling stress.

tp skg aku xtau knapa aku mudah sgt nangis,mudah sgt terasa. tmbah bila ma choose to be on angah's side everytime we quarell. mcm bdk2 kan i nie. tp dah macam tu dr dlu. if jd apa2, then i'm the one who's wrong. sbb tu aku xsuka kalah. biaq aku lawan smp hbs2. tp skg dah besaq, nothing's change. aku tetap npk garang, jahat, EVIL, suka buli adik and etc. (byk sgt benda buruk nak list up) tp adik2 aku suma npk baik,comel, ayu,santun and suma word2 yg melambangkan a PERFECTIONIST. ma suro aku ubah tp aku xnak. aku xsuka org suro2 camtu.

aku nie ada masalah jiwa kan. kat luaq org npk aku nie happy ja. smapai bila aku xdak mood org akan tanya kenapa. sbb jarang bley tgk aku xdak mood. tp kat dlm hati ni aku ja yg tau. aku ja yg dok serabut sorg2. xpa la, selagi aku bley tjk mood baik slagi tu aku akan tunjuk. biaq aku dgq masalah org, tp aku tgg sdri smua masalah aku. eventhough aku xska smpan suma masalah. tp skg aku rasa tars the best thingh to do. wat masa ni i choose to be quite rather than be myself.hm..tah apa yang aku dok bebel.

xkisah la, yg penting aku xnyusahkan hidop org yg insyaAllah syg kat aku.

ReVieW C.I.N.T.A~ iLOVEu

~hm..last week me n kelly watchd the movie CINTA. it was a great movie. the camera shots was very uniquue and very much different from other movie that i'd watchd.
~i really love it. it's a serious movie.(but at the same i can laugh.sbb lidah pendek pieere andre.shshshs.hehe) lps tu cita dia pon different.i wonder camna director tu bley relate kan 5 cita tu. very unique.
~kalau la ada cinema kat klantan tu, i will watch it again. sbb best sgt.
~ayat2 dia mmg power and sooo SWEET.
~from all 5 stories, i would say story between Dani n Dian touched my heart the most. i felt like crying at that time.tp control la beb. if tgk cd sorg2 ley la layan perasaan.cita pasai aidk beradik.sdey la sbb last skali kakk dia mati sbb derma kidney kat adik dia.eventhough b4 tis diorg gado
~story pasai airin and haris tu pon touching sgt.pandai sgt budak yg jd anak depa tu blakon. cita tu pon very sweet. haris sgt sweet. masa last cita tu, he sends notes tu irine ant the words are very touching. yg i ingat..
"i Love u from 1st time i saw u..i still LOve u even when Ur gOne"
"i've learn that LOVE mean letting GO"
sweet kan
~pastu, cita pasai 2 warga emas tu pon sgt best. the story thought us that love tak kira age and time. suma org sila learn tat lesson.huhu...
~yg lagi 2 stories tu for me besa ja. i mean, we can watch it in other movies as well. tp the actors and actresses really did well. except amani la.cumil tp tah. xreal sgt. nangis pon cam tipu.hehe
~conclusion dia cita nie sgt best..tis is my feveret muvie thn nie.sy CINTA.

hehe..

i miss mom's food

kenapa la foods kat sini xbez sgt!! miss mom's cook!!

SeLAnJar

monday nie my exam.n i haven't prepare anything.pray for me k

-to b me-

It’s been a while since I’ve been able to update my blog.although I know no one’s gonna read my blog,I don’t care. I juz wanna update it. Tis week had been a very hectic week for me.lotsa works to do and still at the same time had to study for my selanjar tis 3rd.oh my god, I think I don’t have any idea what I’m learning right now.God help me. I juz finished my titas paper juz now.wut a paper!! The busy line interrupt me from using the internet. That means I cant check my email,update my friendster,chat using my YM and everything to do wif the internet.oh god, life is so boring without internet.all I do is watching cds and tv.
Hm..although my brain is so damn tired. Icant stop myself thinking tat im single again.haha..borink!! during skool time I’ll be the 1st one to show funny faces when my friends started talking about tis topic.tat was the reason why my ‘gank’ seldomly talk about guys.but know it seems like im the one who’s starting on the topic.fuh!! funny rite??!! How people change when they get older..and so is myself.
I’ve been leaved by guy before and for some reasons tat r hard to explain.i’d done the same thing to some guy.SORRY!!
Sometime u juz feel sad whenu remember urself as single. But if we start to think again.how fun life is during single time then we r gonna appreciate it.
I’ve seen some of my friends who r already married.they look happy.but who knows,deep in their heart they might been thinking the opposite think.hah!! sound synical rite.
Actually im not trying to oppose anybody.its juz tat I’m thinking how very ready the person had to b before they decide to get married and how I see myself as a ‘i-am-not-ready-yet’ person.haha..maybe one day I’ll.but the time juz hasn’t arrive yet.may be when its my time,then god will open my heart and let it be ready.rite god.
It’s a prayer actually.hoping that god will help me to be ready when the time arrive.and to everyone out there.i sincerely think im not ready for a big event like that. I don’t take myself as a mature girl yet.im trying,but I haven’t become one.hm..already feel sleepy.will lost consciousness in 5 minutes.haha.ok then good nite. I LOVE U mama and abah.both of u r the queen and king of my heart rite now. I always pray to god so that I’ll be able to be a good ‘soldier’ to u both.miss u both so much!!! Muahkssss…

sakit la!!

org kna mnatang charlie.sialan.
hbs sakit cam kna bakaq.sdey la.hbs parut tau x!!huhu..
anyone yg xpenah kna gigit gn chali wont know how i feel!!

tensi!!

ma nak balik!! rindu nya kat mama.smlm bestday mama.tp kakak ada kat sni.abah lak ada kursus dkt melaka.sian ma sambut bday gn kt n dik mi ja.

tension la.to day i kna present case kat doctor.tp sbb history i xlengkap.then patient i plak dah discharge i have to do all over again.ltih la.i wonder y i've to learn medical.
i apply amik dentistry.but due to some reasons which i still dont know y.i have to suffer for anothe2 years.
borink la medical.dentistry is so interesting compare gn medic.tp nak wat camna kan.eventhough i xnpk kaitan kaki n gigi i still kna pass medic to be a dentist.
hm..ya ALLAH bantulah hamba mu ini dlm menempuhi sgala dugaan.kalau ikot hati mau ja nak ngamok2 sbb tensen.tp cam gila lak.pikir2 blk i patut redha ja.n plg penting berusahan never give up!!insyaAllah Allah bantu.doakan kita yer..

a prayer from my HEART~

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim...

Ya Allah jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku padaseseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu, agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintaiMu

Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut padaMu agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu...

Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling daripada hatiMu...

Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu, rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan Mu....

Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirMu

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepadaMu....

Ya Allah jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasihMu jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepadaMu... ....Amin

::copied from my friends.but really come from my heart::

HAPPY FASTING

HAPPY RAMADHAN!! selamat berpuase evryone.i am very excited everytime ramadhan arrive.
1st-because everyone will be fasting,
2nd-the bazar ramdhan,
3rd-jamuan berbuka puasa,
4th-tarawikh
last but not least-HARI RAYA
i think everyone is excited about the same things.anyway.the most important thing about tihs month is it is a BLESS month.Hope everyone will grab this opportunity to gain more pahala and loose out DOSA!! =)

X!!??

B.O.R.I.N.G!! thats the only word i can think of rite now!!!!!!!!!!! huhuhu..we are given one week of 'self-study' aka holiday. i wanna go home.BUT HTD punya pasai i have to stay..arghh!! one week cuti.susah nak jumpak dah kat dlm hidop nie..lotsa my friends balik.and ME the one yg suka blk.is STUCK in my room doin nothin'.




--things i do to 'unbored' myself-->>





actually,i haven't finish reading almost ALL of my nOtes.hehe..but still i tell everyone i'm bored + have nothing to do.hehe...MALAS la...<>

i plan to go home during ramadhan.i know it will be tiring.but i dont care.hehe..i still wanna go home,discard all the tiredness and all the money waste.

last nite i went shopping wif my best buds nOd,sYa n Tim.i bought things yg bley hlgkan kebosanan cd>magazine>novel aka benda2 lagha.. but still feel bored.huhu..

can someone HELP me!!hehe..

C F C S

LAST Saturday, 09-09-06, all 2nd year students were asked to masuk kampong in jajahan pasir mas. This programme was organized by the school to make us more familiar with kampong air. Tis is to make sure tat we are ready if we are post to work in rural area. Besides that, we r supposed to do some research on the health status of the villagers.

Each goup was given one kampong or one mukim to do the research. As for my group, PBL 12, we were given a really big area ie mukim KUbang Gatal. In the kampong, we stay in the family angkat’s house,2-3 peep were ‘given’ to one family angkat. Me n shu xuan were ‘given’ to Cikgu Zakaria’s family whom I call ayah su, and his wife mak su dah. I was the only one who stay there cos shu xuan had to go to KL for physio quiz. Ayah su’s family is a small family abang ngah the eldest was only 12,abg chik 10,ammar 8 and lil ain 4,she's shoo cute. then there were kak ada and mok ngah who stay nearby but always visit the house.

The house was very big.eventhough at 1st I was quite scared that I will stay in house tat has toilet 100m from the house.huhu..i was given a very comfie room.

On the 1st day, we have problem-->TOO MANY HOUSE,around 700, to cover. But we managed to consult wif prof halim to reduce the boundaries of the mukim to a smaller one. So that it will be easier for us to do the research.

In the evening,9/9, we start our work by tagging the house wif number and draw the map of the mukim. Me, nas n basyir use car to move from house to house while jack,khai, yati n qma ride motorbike. we found out that it was very difficult for us to drive car, cos we need to stop in one area of houses,do tagging then return to our car. The area was already getting dark at 7. therefore we decide to stop our work and continue later as the penghulu had already warned us on the danger working in the kampong when it’s dark.So tat nite we decide to stay in our family angkat’s ouse.

On the next day..the penggawa let us use his motorbike,hm…I wanna ride the bie eventhough it has been a while since I ride one.but on that day..i force myself to ride one..haha…I don’t know tat I still have the talent.haha…me and nas both don’t know how to ride a bike,finally riding it..hehe… we really enjoy our time eventhough the weather was very damn HOT. Our skin rasa cam tgh bbq.hehe..

After finishing the tagging and mapping , we were shocked by the news tat the ministry had ordered us to go home.hm...sadly, we obeyed the order.

When we got home we were even shocked knowing tat the programme will be cancel due to some political issue..WUAAAAAAH….after all the hard work,finally boom..everything is cancel..imagine how we all feel rite now…

Anyway we have fun..and I learned how to ride a motorbike..huhu..